It’s hard to have your baby in the nicu
\nIt’s hard to not be able to visit him whenever you want. ( we go family style for his 6pm style and since i was just released from hospital and in a lot of pain from the c-section I have agreed not to take a cab until I am healed)
\nIt’s hard to be so clueless about the care of your own child.<\/p>\n
I know it is for the best because they are giving him care I can not.<\/p>\n
And I am trying to keep it together for my daughter and my husband because they really<\/em> need me.<\/p>\n But sometimes it’s hard.<\/p>\n Today it was hard. It’s hard to have your baby in the nicu It’s hard to not be able to visit him whenever you want. ( we go family style for his 6pm style and since i was just released from hospital and in a lot of pain from the c-section I have agreed not to take a cab […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":3,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_genesis_hide_title":false,"_genesis_hide_breadcrumbs":false,"_genesis_hide_singular_image":false,"_genesis_hide_footer_widgets":false,"_genesis_custom_body_class":"","_genesis_custom_post_class":"","_genesis_layout":"","footnotes":""},"categories":[18,55],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-104","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","category-living-with-a-baby","category-sue-interrupted","entry"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/kourdov.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/104","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/kourdov.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/kourdov.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kourdov.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/3"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kourdov.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=104"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/kourdov.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/104\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/kourdov.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=104"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kourdov.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=104"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kourdov.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=104"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}
\nI was hoping to return to work in about a week. So I can bank my time and have 10wks with Jimmy when he comes home.
\nToday my doctor told me she would rather I waited 2or3 more weeks.
\nThat made me very sad.
\nI will survive. I am just sad.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"